Wednesday, February 15, 2017

Im Not Okay

No one know the suffer of me being me.
No one know the conflict I have inside me.
No one know how i feel about myself.
No one know that there's a war inside.
No one know.

Im unfit and no one know.

Monday, February 6, 2017


Banyak benda terjadi on October. Major things that effect me so much.

Aku kahwin Oct 2011
Abah passed away Oct 2015
Ammar diagnosed Oct 2016
Aku having minor operation Oct 2016

Some of the things that happened on Oct change me a bit. Sekarang ni mudah betoi aku touched dengan benda benda sedih. Tengok video sedih baca cerita sedih menitikla ayaq mata aku. Benda yang paling banyak dalam fikiran aku selalunya adalah kesihatan anak aku.


Monday, January 30, 2017


Been a very long time. 2017 dimulakan dengan trip umrah kami sekeluarga. Nak bawak mak tapi ada beberapa halangan. Takpela maybe next time.

Ammar dah nak masuk 4 tahun 2017 ni. On Oct 2016 he was diagnosed with a tumor in his head. Me and my wife has taken the odd risk. I dont want to elaborate on the decision. Its just that we did not proceed with byopsy and so on. And we have our own reasons.

Anyway, I was promoted to Service Center Manager effective from Feb 2017. Its a big challenge as I will be taking care of a big outlet - Balakong Service Center.

Wish me luck guys. I will post once a while here.